This is just me expressing myself about nothing in particular so you don't need to read this.

Okay, lately all that I've been doing is sitting in a corner furthest away from people, while still around friends and just stare off. I enjoy doing that. It gives me time to think, when I don't have that option else where. I like to be around ppl that i enjoy to be around, but i don't always like to say anything most times, like if they ask me something i will usually reply if i hear them, otherwise i will just sit there watching people/cars pass by. For some reason i find it calming and relaxing, after classes. But whenever I do that some people misunderstand, they think something is bothering me, and it's really frustrating sometimes. I just never know how to let them know because my words fail to come to me. I've been getting that a lot lately. I just fail to express myself with words and i hate it. It's frustrating and annoying.